Is it really possible to forget anyone? I've tried many times to forget people especially the ones that really broke my heart. But the memories are always there. And most of the times the good memories outweigh the bad ones. And then when you really think about it long and hard you remember why you want to forget them. Well all of this is true in my case. Lately, seems like I have the worse of luck. I think about things way too much especially things that have happened in the past. Sometimes I just want this very moment to come back. But it can't.

I will tell anybody any day to cherish what you have right at the moment because you never know what will happen the next minute. Everyone in my lifetime has made a major impact on my life. That's probably why I never forget. But remember people always leave but sometimes they come back. I miss alot of my family being together. And alot of people I have met along my lifetime. But people change overtime so they prob aren't the same as I remember them. I guess I wish they were. But people go away and don't stay in contact. That makes me sad. But I want to change. I don't like change but it seems like that is the only way I will make it through the rest of my life. This is very hard for me. I still have so much to learn about myself and others. And I just want to b happy.

But after all of this has been said I guess it just boils down to this: I want someone to love and for someone to love me back, I want to be successful in life, I want to finish school and find a job, I want a car, house, and I want to be financially stable. I want to be able to help people out and make a difference in their life. I want to be remembered. I want to be happy and eveyone else to be happy....but non of this is possible without GOD.

XOXO

How is it going to everyone that reads this....its been soooo very long since the last time since I have did a blog!  College is great! I love it but at the very same time you have to stay in your books! But ya know its the life.  If any of you don't know i attend USM! Yeah every thing is going alright!  I don't like going home much either causse why go home when you have everything you need here! Home is so boring now! Its good to be out on your own and spend a little time to yourself it just helps you to figure out who you are! But yeah i've been doing tons of work!  Call me or text me if you need me! Please comment!